George H. Morrison - Devotional Sermons
Devotional For
November 4
The Subjugation of Our Higher Longings
Having a desire to depart, and to be
with Christ; which is far better. Nevertheless to abide in the flesh is more
needful for you--Phi 1:23-24
Paul's Love for Christ
One cannot wonder that the Apostle Paul had
a desire to depart and to be with Christ. He longed for the consummation of his
fellowship. Whatever difficulty there may be in reconciling Paul's views of the
beyond, there can be no question that central to them all was the thought of
personal fellowship with Christ. And in the Roman prison with its inactivities
and its long hours for quiet meditation, that longing grew imperious and
dominant. Death had no terrors for him. It was the swift passage to a full
communion. It would unveil for him the well-beloved face of the Savior to whom
he owed his life. He was not "half in love with an easy death," but
he was passionately in love with Him into whose presence death would usher him.
This was the deepest longing of his soul--to be with Christ which was far
better. His highest ambition was to win that intimacy which would be
uninterrupted and complete. He longed for the hour when, through the gate of
death, he would pass into the presence of that Lord who had so marvelously
rescued and redeemed him.
Paul's Burden for His Converts
But on that great loving heart of his, Paul
bore forever the burden of his converts. He was their one spiritual father, and
he loved them as a father loves his children. There comes a time in the life of
growing children when they emerge from the control of fatherhood. Trained and
disciplined, they stand on their own feet now and fight their own battles with
the world. But Paul's children were only infants yet in constant need of
guidance and advice which nobody but he could ever give them. Thus it was that,
through his highest longing, there broke the tender urgings of apostleship.
Sweet would it be to see his blessed Lord--but what would all his little
children do? Bereft of him and of his loving counsel, in a crooked and perverse
generation, would they ever come to maturity of faith? To Paul that consideration
was determinative. It laid a masterful hand on his desires. His yearning love
for the souls which God had given him must be regulative of his deepest life.
And so, in the interests of his own who leaned on him and needed him so
utterly, this great heart rose to the lofty heroism of subduing the highest
longing of his soul.
Discipleship Involves Renouncing Our
Higher Longings
Now very often in the Christian life there
comes a difficult issue such as that. The struggle is not waged around our
worst; it emerges on the levels of our best. That there are lower longings the
Christian must subdue is one of the primary findings of discipleship. This is
in no sense self-repression, for sin is not of the essence of the self. Often
the hardest moral problem meets us, not when called to subjugate the lower, but
when summoned to subjugate the higher. Just as the sorest decisions that may
face us are not always between right and wrong but are sometimes, in this
intricate life of ours, between the competing claims of right and right; so not
infrequently the hardest thing in life is not the conquering of our lower
longings, but the quiet and lovely renouncing of our higher. Beautiful things
we have set our heart upon, dreams we have long cherished, spiritual ambitions
that have been our intimates since first we passed from darkness into light--to
let these go, quietly to yield them up when the finger of God points us to
another road, that is one of life's most lofty heroism's. So was it with the
apostle in his prison. His whole soul longed to be with Christ. That (for the
Greek is stronger than the English) was a very great deal better. And then in
his fatherly yearning for his converts who leaned so hard on him and loved him
so, he subjugated the longing to depart.
Renunciation of Higher Longings Comes in
Different Guises
This higher spiritual renunciation may come
to men in very different guises. It is various as the complexity of life. It
may present itself to the young woman longing to give herself to Christian
work, yet with little motherless children in the home entirely dependent on her
care. It may face the young fellow in business whose fondest ambition is to be
a minister, but whose business is the one support of a frail mother or an
invalid sister. Many a young disciple has longed with all her heart to serve on
the foreign mission field, and then the unmistakable pointing of God's finger
has indicated another road for her. And perhaps no struggle she ever had with
sin was so bitter as the sweet acceptance of a lowlier and more homely lot. It
is hard to part sometimes with lower cravings; it is often even harder to part
with higher ones--to lay our spiritual ambitions down at the call of simple
duty or of love. And it is always a great thing to remember that the saints of
God have shared in that experience and been perfectly familiar with its
bitterness. Here was Paul, a prisoner in Rome. His great desire was to be with
Christ. The deep, passionate longing of his soul was to get home, that he might
see his Savior. And nothing is finer in that noble heart of his than the
subjugation of that higher longing for the sake of those who loved him and who
needed him.
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